Slowly but surely I am able to cope. I don't think it will ever be gone, but with help from the T-doc and the p-doc Things have gotten much better and will continue.
I am always pushing myself to concure this and soon I will!
It's tough and scarry, but I am glad there are some great people here.
Oh and Balish, Thereopy helps alot! I would give it a try if you can. You will be amazed by what you can accomplish and the tools you will have to overcome your battles. IMHO