I am doing so-so. I had a good day and was able to relax. I went out to eat, not for breakfast, but for lunch and had a nice salad and chocolate parfait sundae. Then, I went shopping for food. I finally received a message that my mother is coming in about two weeks. I am hoping she will still be ok then when she arrives, I will tell her to have her head examined because it will be about a month since she hit her head on the floor and still has pain. I am worried but am trying to be patient. I am going to a meeting this Saturday too for others with depression and bipolar. We are going to meet and talk. I am hoping one of my pen pals whom I have been writing will also attend. He has bipolar too. I look forward to meeting him as a friend. I am ok. The man I was dating has not sent any messages to me because he is busy working and because I did not write him today. I am hoping he finds someone who will appreciate him and accept him into their family. I will miss him. I am going to prepare for my mother's visit and also remain busy doing my chores and other tasks. I also received an offer to teach another class and am happy about this. This class will make up for the classes that have been cancelled or have been cutting their class time due to one reason or another. I get paid by the hour so having classes cancelled or decreasing the time I teach really hurts. But, I will survive. I was despondent one of my classes was suddenly cancelled. It was not due to me but some other reason beyond my control. So, I was thinking of hanging my hat here and returning home but then got this offer to teach another class. My future does not look too bad. Classes come and go but it hurts when classes get cancelled suddenly. I am going to survive though! I am so-so but not doing too shabbily. Life is not bad at all except for the weather which is not nice here for now. It is rainy season here and it is muggy and hot. Yuck! Oh well, on the bright side, I'm not doing so badly!!
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