I've been really stressed lately, and tired, and generally not in a good place...And it's building up in me.

Last night, I started to break down, cry, get all worked up...you know... But then I made myself stop because I had homework to do.

Tonight, same way...I had homework to do, and no matter how bad I feel, I always try to do my homework (and try really is a key word). But gah! I'm just not feeling good at all...Stressed, tired, having way too much to do, having too much on my mind about school, about my friend who I talked to last night for the first time in like 2 months, about other stuff...And to make things worse, I'm really worried about my friend. I haven't heard from him since yesterday, and when I talked to him then, he wasn't doing well. I sent him a text message earlier, but have gotten no response.

I hate this.