If anyone remembers my previous posts, I'm doing my bachelor's in India and trying to pass the exams I've flunked. I apologize for the religious stuff and I don't mean to hurt anybody's beliefs, but it's pretty important to the context.

So me and my mom have a discussion about something and it leads to a discussion about my backlogs. The thing is, I keep failing some subjects even if I'm not supposed to, and I've verified my answers with the teachers right after writing my final exam. I'm not supposed to fail.

Here, a lot of times, people who don't even know how and why they passed the exam pass the exam[no hate towards them] and other people who are supposed to pass, don't. So my mom keeps saying stuff like "ask god for help, he'll definitely help you" and "put this ring and necklace with god's idol on and it'll help you succeed with your hard work and pass the exams".

What she didn't know until two days ago was that I had put my trust in what she said about a year ago and promised in a temple that I would go around the temple 108 times[Hindu religious stuff] if I pass all my engineering exams. And this was 2 attempts ago. I've written my third attempt and I've yet to see how that turns out. Now that I told her that, she says stuff like "ask again, it's not a rule that you'll get your wish fulfilled everytime you ask" and "you have bad supernatural stuff surrounding you, the ring and necklace will help you get out of that".

I get where she's coming from,but I just don't get it It's hard enough for me as it is, my mind going haywire in the exams and not remembering stuff I put effort into. Do I have to ask for supernatural help even if work for what I deserve? Why can't I be someone who gets stuff the easy way?

P.S: JessLynn and seesaw, I'm not so good at chat conversations. That's why I posted a thread, nothing more. Just sayin