I'm not taking my meds until like midnight so I can sleep until I have to go to PHP. I'm like 70% sure I was/am psychotic. Still some of the hallucinations and experiencing thoughts that aren't mine. I can't really explain the latter though, is that a symptom? It seemed really physical, like I feel something in my head that doesn't belong, and then I experience it as a thought but it's not in a familiar tone and often comes with a jolt.

I'm still super sensitive about everything. It's bike week and there's a ton of motorcycles and it's driving me crazy. I can't even listen to people talk to me. I also don't know when I should go back to work. Not now, but what if I never feel ready?