I have posted to you earlier this week and at the risk of repeating myself I'm going to say pretty much the same thing. That is, from your posts I believe you have self-destructive issues going on. And when people are engaging in self-destructive behavior they often keep pushing the envelope with people who are close to them...which is another form of being self-destructive.

You are very fortunate to be married to a person who cares enough about you to request that you stop walking until you find out why you've fallen. Many husbands wouldn't pay the least mind to whether their wife was falling, or walking, or not walking, or even if and when she has a doctor's appointment scheduled. I'm wondering why you are, so to speak, "biting the hand that feeds you"? In other words...what is your self-defeating behavior all about? I believe that you need to make wiser choices about some parts of your life. If you cannot make better choices, discussing things with your therapist would be smart.

I will also let you know that I'm not going to reply to any more of your posts until you see the neurologist, because I've said all I have to say about your situation.