Thanks guys. I just want to make it clear, that it isn't the coursework that's the issue. I've always had a very high GPA, even when I've been less, let's just say, stable.

The issue now is that I'm taking a class with everyone else already has the type of job I'm trying to eventually get, and some of them have been doing it for YEARS. So I'm the stupid one in the class. It's just depressing. And I have to leave work early to go to class so I'm losing money. Plus, I'm not eligible for ANY financial aid. Not even loans if I wanted to go that route. All because of having my terminal degree. I get it, I'm not supposed to go back to school at this point. I'm supposed to be teaching at a college myself. I'm just not good enough or smart enough to compete with other applicants for the handful of jobs that there are.