I didn't sleep well last night. Maybe only 2-3 hours. Woke up a few times with tachycardia. I need to stop making myself crazy. I have problems in my life that should normally be solvable, yet in my mind they are impossible barriers (I'm the only one thinking that).

Yesterday I had to block my credit card because my data has been stolen (including 800€). It was just that little bit I needed to go full crazy in my mind.

I feel shame, yet I should not be ashamed. I have my emotions interfering with my rational thoughts.

I'm looking a lot at old pictures, thinking how easy life used to be. Probably not realizing the problems I had back then. Will this every stop? When will I be happy with the things I have in my life?