Let's just say I live in a pretty dysfunctional family. Would I be able to, despite my developmental issues (never told what they are) be a normal person, ride a Royal Enfield and not be classified as a "loonatic" by the rest of the world? Is this possible? Or I am really out of luck and the one shot I received in life didn't work out really well?

I have become sterile since my the onset of my recent hallucinations and delusions. So it's not like that I want to marry and have kids too, I would rather stay away from the word 'parenting.' The only thing I want to do in my life is an M.Sc, open a coaching institute and teach kids. Way different than doing research or practicing medicine, but after all I've went through, I have found that only teachers can help you sometimes.

There are things that I cannot post online, but my blessings go to such teachers.