I think it is mainly stress and it's easier and more readily available than other methods. A lot has been going on for me. I basically lost the one person IRL that I could go to with anything, at least for a while. So now, until i figure out who else is safe to talk to, I'm alone with my head.

Diagnoses:
PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain