Rio, I don't have any "solutions" other than what has already been posted. I just wanted to say that your post touched me. You have a kindness and peaceful nature that comes thru to me. I feel empathy for you and wanted to tell you that. I think you deserve to find somebody that you can talk openly with and trust. I'm sorry that your parents don't seem to understand the value of therapy or that the process of building a relationship of trust with a therapist takes time. I am sending you a prayer and good wishes.

tulips