So I'm going through my old notes, emails with the therapist, and what records I have of when I started and stopped meds (it's a little messy, but I've gotten most of it in order). Anyway, the emails in particular lining up with my use of the Zoloft (Sertraline). Well, it makes me sound a little bit hypomanic. Actually, I was high in one of my letters. Not sure if that's a bad thing. Certainly better than being this grump I've been lately. But it's making me wonder if I'm making the right choice in taking it again (with doctor's supervision). It's a low dose, so I suppose I'm worrying over nothing. I guess I just don't want to get into any trouble or anything. Happy makes me a bit chatty and say things I wouldn't normally say. I think. Meh, it's those things you always wished you'd say, except that once you've said them, sometimes you wish you could take them back. It's all dependent on your company. I'm in a position much of the time where I don't really trust those feelings or thoughts with the people I'm with. also, I was in a position of trusting folks and I got burned, so I'm twice as cautious...but this might make me impulsive again. ehh.
We will see.