I truly think mental abilities are best portrayed in series like Sherlock. While your account is genuinely scary (I have anxiety) it is in no way scientifically verifiable. And science has turned out to be our best friend. I am not saying there is no absolute possibility that there cannot be a spiritual life, I just find it hard to believe. Science is the most reliable tool when it comes to understanding the world around us, I do not believe there is something hidden from it on purpose.