Oh! Trying to think of every possible scenario --so true! The only problem I have (yeah, right! ) is doing that with small things, but turning my brain off when it comes to the big stuff(!) Make a big move? Let's go! Economics be damned, lol. Getting better after so many... Fortunately, I don't want to move anymore (like where I am, and am getting too old for this nonsense...It used to be fun, now it's exhausting to even think about, though I do enjoy that "fresh start" feeling -- not that it lasts long...)

So many stories. When I was dx'd, they all started coming back to me. Oh, maybe you're right, seeing how you just totally described my life, lol!

(Just a little heads up -- on the boards here BPD stands for borderline personality disorder, and BP for bipolar. Just to avoid any confusion. )