why does feeling depressed and suicidle feel like such a dirty thing? why does wanting/needing attention or better then that, compassion from others feel such a discusting thing? who says these things? why do people prefer those that are Heroic then those that appear cowardly? Aren't these traits in all of us? Is it better to admit to our needs/weaknesses so they do not continue to hold their power over us coming out disguised as impatience and perfection?