Please hang in there Rose.

Having “awful” thoughts is not unusual in this situation. What you are doing is extremely stressful. It is also a profound and beautiful gift to share an end of life journey with a loved one. He’s a lucky man.

I know it’s been said to death, but everyone handles it differently when facing a death or end of life experience.

I hope you can treasure the moments you have left with your boyfriend. Anger is a normal part of grief and you may be projecting it to your sister.

Please keep us updated.