I don't have my T's email address, so no, I don't email her. I do have a constant craving to text her, but I mostly keep that under control. I did have a recent bout of texting, but I am stopping that because I think she was irritated. I thought I was supposed to contact her if I felt a certain way, but I think I was maybe wrong and won't do it again. I can't let that needy part of me bother her. I have to wait for my turn in session so she will like me.

I'm having a very childlike thought process at the moment.