It’s not easy to say as I’m 30 but I’ve been in love with a video game guy for 12 years. He is perfect I love the way he looks his voice his personality he’s everything I want in guy. I’ve had anxiety depression since I was 17. Also ocd and agoraphobia I’ve been miserable all these years I have no friends and never had a boyfriend either. I’ve been to therapists but they didn’t help meds didn’t help. I’m completely lost in life and now my age makes me feel like I’m on a timeline if I want to find a guy and have kids. Also I feel I’m not ready for relationship because of all my problems and I hate that. I really love this character I think about him all the time and get depressed he’s not real. I barely find real life guys attractive it’s rare to find my type of guy. I want to find someone like him but don’t think they exist. Also I think he’s taking over my life.I don’t know what to do. Anyone have any advice?