I want to see a therapist without my family knowing about it- at least for a while. But I’m 18, no license, no car of my own, and live with my grandmother. She can be ignorant when it comes to my mental health already. Just tells me to grow up. I’m scared to ask. She gets obsessive and will definitely keep asking what the therapist and i talked about.

I’m back in college in 2 months and getting therapy would be easier. But I feel like I need it ASAP. I’m so tired of feeling like this. Its been years and only worsened over time.