weekend all alone ... already hours with Soonkyu ... pdoc monday ... the wait is always the hard part ... tick tock ... try to sleep it away ... can't hold it together with out her ... but the obsession is becoming so weak ... tick tock ... such a long time alone with my thoughts ... tick tock ... tick tock ... a pill and try to sleep ... tick tock ... reminds me of the time before ... tick tock ... it's all I think of in my bed .. tick tock ... now i lay me down to sleep ... tomorrow is always different ... they say ... tick tock ... but it can be so same ... tick tock ...tick tock ... tick tock ... tick tock ...