Thanks. No, it's not that I mean that only children can cry and feel dependent but that´s how so much crying makes me feel personally.

The reason I think I should be able to fix things is because the things I see a therapist for are problems that most adults solve on their own. I don´t have any diagnosis besides depression which I also haven´t had for all of my adult life, just for three years or such.

I´m nearly 40 and I sit there crying about that I don´t have a job and that I never have had a intimate relationship. I haven´t experienced any trauma like abuse which could explain this.

To look for a job and to get a job and being able to find a partner and have intimate relationships is something most people manage but obviously I don´t. (I´m already evaluated for different psychiatric diagnosis and I have none besides depression and light anxiety).

Even if I get emotional support I don´t engage in looking for work or seeking a partner, perhaps it´s because I need more therapy first or it´s just that I´m too afraid and lack the emotional strength to cope with adult things. I don´t have any driver´s license either, it´s another thing that makes me feel like I´m stuck in my teenage years but in an adult body.