I know my problems are nothing compared to problems other people are dealing with here. But this is really messing with my life and the overall mood of my dad and my mom[mostly]

I've been angry about this thing lately because I've been flunking for a year now. That's three attempts. It just isn't fair, and I'm not supposed to flunk. I'm filled with so much anger now I can't even be my former self.

My mom keeps saying that I'm not talking to them properly and how could I? She keeps telling me to believe in god and stuff, which I tried and it's been a year and I didn't finish my bachelor's despite my hard work. And it certainly doesn't help my anger that my dad says everything will work for the better in the future... I'm a year overdue for my completion; it's been five years. And since I flunked this attempt, that's another 6 months. What good could that possibly bring? I've lost hope of any success in my career and life too... I can't even pass my engineering bachelor's degree, how can I succeed with other stuff in the future? Cooking usually makes me feel better, but I don't even feel like cooking; no matter how much I want to fell like cooking
I was looking forward to going to the NGO I'm training under tomorrow, but they cancelled and frankly, I feel like they're starting to feel annoyed by me.