For almost all of my therapy (over 6.5 years) I have been "I am an active participant and always comply with my therapist/psychiatrist". Currently, I am an "other" because I am not sure exactly what is going on right now in therapy. I think I am quitting. But I won't know that until I either do or I don't on Thursday. Totally weird session the other day. "Totally weird" doesn't even do justice to how weird it was.