Thanks, LC and Art. I was nowhere near this brave 6.5 years ago when I started seeing ex-T. Or even probably 5, maybe 6 years ago. But I think it just hit some point where I have to go for broke, take all the chances. If a T can't handle me as I am, with whatever needs I have,...I need to be out of there. I'm still uncertain about current T. I have this feeling about it, that I've had from the very beginning, that he can help me. And he has so far in many ways. But if he can't handle attachment or transference from me, I may have to walk away. It seems like he's really trying to work with it, like I've given several opportunities where I was ready to just leave, but I didn't get the sense from him that I should. He's trying. As he's said a couple times (including Monday), he's trying to feel this out along with me. I know I'm pushing beyond some of the areas where he has expertise, and that's probably really risky. Yet something, some instinct, tells me to stick with him, that he can really help me with all of this. I hope I'm not horribly wrong...