I'm sorry you're having such a difficult time Innerzone I hope you get through it.

I spent the day getting my deceased loved one's house cleaned. I hired cleaners to do it because I can't clean a whole house after construction work.

It's strange I don't have a sense of attachment to the house even though so much has happened there. Maybe it's my way of distancing myself from the loss.

I'm feeling low but I noticed some positive thoughts today, which haven't been around for a long time so that's a nice change. I'm hopeful the lithium is working it's magic.