I experience depersonalization and the Alice down the hole feeling.

It’s disturbing to me and makes me anxious because I don’t feel like I have handle on the real world. That’s what I’ve been trying to do for a while;

Ya know, have a handle on it and really feel it.

I’ve been in that place too long and I certainly don’t want to be medicated for it.

I want to wake up from it.

Sorry.

Just sharing some thought and feelings.