I don't know that I am capable of lying to her. I want to sometimes, but I haven't been able to yet. Next week is going to be another really difficult session like the one we just had on Thursday and I know I am going to be tempted to lie just to make it easier and so that she isn't so disappointed in me like I know she is going to be, but I won't do it. I really don't think I am capable of it like I said.