While I don't lie to her, I do sometimes try to underplay certain thoughts and feelings although that never lasts and normally after a few minutes I will tell all!
I think I just struggle sometimes and feel like I'm a constant downer, every week answering that I'm sad or mad seems to feel a little self pitying, but like I said it never lasts and normally all comes out!
I think I'm too honest sometimes though in truth, I can't believe some of the things I do actually say, and I do sometimes worry that I'm disappointing her or things. Although thankfully she's never shown that, only just supported me through the errors I appear to be making in life lately.
However I know next session I've gotta go in and admit again to something that I'm sure is gonna be another disappointment, another failure. For a split second I think maybe I just won't say, but that's why I'm there I suppose, that's the place I do get to say the truth even if the truth hurts sometimes.