I still like him and remain in contact with him. I told him to remove me from his skype contacts if he wants but he has not. I send him messages still. Yes, he is into being skinny and wants me to be skinny. I just chide him and say oink oink. I don't know if what he is saying about Japanese women is true or not. I really am not that concerned about it. And, yes,he is ignorant about mental illness but nobody is perfect.


I did not want him to be my significant other but a friend in need. Sometimes finding lover who is also a friend is hard these days. I think he tried to be a friend but wants to be in control of our relationship. It is ok. I come from a domineering mother and father. I am used to allowing others be in control at times. I, of course, want my freedom still so am doing whatever I want anyways.


I met another man today and did not like him. So, it made me realize that the man I was previously seeing was not so bad. Thus, I still write him and hope to meet him again. I know it sounds like I'm settling for less than desirable. But, he is not that bad and I, for some reason, like him despite his flaws.


I am not in a rush to get married or find my significant other. I just want a lover who is my friend too.