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Old Jun 17, 2018, 09:29 AM
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I had a difficult evening last night. We went to a swim birthday party my daughter had been invited to. I HATE social situations like that, especially where I only know the child's mother and everyone else knows each other. There were hardly any tables to sit there when we got there, and it started raining, getting everything wet. I went off to a set of 2 covered tables (one occupied by a child's father) and set our stuff down. Of course, shortly later it stopped raining. Hubby went in the pool with my daughter (she has to wear glasses and without them, only sees clearly about 3 feet around her, according to the optometrist). I don't like swimming with my contact lens, and my eyesight is horrible without them. I am a -10 in contact lenses. I can't even read a book clearly without contacts or glasses. So I ended up sitting by myself, bored because I cracked my cell phone during my fall last Sunday, and it hardly works (can't type numbers or the letter "e"). In addition, the scrape on my chin from my fall last Sunday started seeping fluid and smelling AGAIN. I have been to that urgent care place twice now, and they are not fixing it. I finally left it unbandaged last night, and I think at least it's scabbing over. Hubby says we're going to wait to get me another phone until I either stop falling or get to the cause of it, but it really sucks. Some people, like my youngest sister, text EVERYTHING, and I can't reply. Sometimes, I can't even type the number 8, which is in the PIN to unlock my phone. I was nearly crying by the time we left the party. My daughter was so sweet and kept trying to cheer me up. I'm still depressed about the cell phone issue, but I'm doing a bit better this morning.
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