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I am glad that you have found someone to listen.
I love my primary care physician as well. This is the person I go to when my body hurts and needs attention. She takes good care of me.
I also love my T. He is who I go to for psychological care.
I think it's a good thing that that the two are separate because there would be too great an opportunity for me to be confused about the meaning behind touch if my T were my physician as well.
Please be careful to take care of yourself that boundaries are not crossed. Maybe your physician can recommend someone?
Take care.