My own daughter hates me . She came to stay with me for the weekend . Everything was going good . I took her out for a meal. We watched movies and chatted. I cooked nice food . Then today from the moment I woke up she was tormenting me. For no reason at all she started saying she hates me and wants to go home to my my mum's house and that she's ashamed to call me her mum. She wanted dinner but she kept screaming at me that it was taking to long. She said it had been in the oven for 3 hours but it was only in the oven for 30 mins. I was washing her clothes too because my mum's washing machine is broken . She creamed at me that I made the clothes dirtier than when I put them in there. She wouldn't stop screaming at me or get out of my face , she was agressive and starting to get a bit violent. I was trying to text my mum because I didn't know how to handle the situation , she snatched my phone out of my hand 3 times and threw it across the room , luckily it didn't break . She told me that she never wants to see me again and that she has never liked coming to stay with me . She told me that she is banning me from my mum's house because she never wants to see my face again. At one point I cried but I tried to run to the bathroom so that she wouldn't see but she saw me and she said I was playing the victim. I said she could get a taxi home on her own if she wanted to because she was demanding to go home when I hadn't even finished cooking her food or washing her clothes . Then she accused me of wanting her to get raped . So I took her home in a taxi as soon as she had eaten and the washing was done. I came home and then I was told she did something similar to my mum as soon as she got there and my my sister had ended up calling the police to go and speak to her . The police did go to my mum's house but my mum said my daughter manipulated the police and they believed her version of the story .
Anyway I was doing alot better untill all of this happened . Now I feel that if my own daughter is ashamed of me and hates me then maybe I should just die. What happened to day has brought back all negative thoughts that I have been keeping at bay. Now I feel worthless and I feel like I am not good enough to be alive . That I don't deserve to be alive because I'm not cool enough , not pretty enough , not successful enough . I just feel so worthless . I give up