It's my deceased brothers Ed girlfriend. We stopped talking because she didn't really know much about mental health, regardless of how my brother /trigger/ took his own life/end trigger.

I texted her in good spirits because we used to be very close. But now I feel bad and regret for initiating a conversation.

So far we have only spoke in code, my defense mechanism I guess you can call it.

Please reply anyone, kinda urgent so I can put my mind to rest.

A personal experience would be helpful.

Thank you