Gotta think and talk my way through it. It helps to slowly desensitize myself by thinking and journaling about some of this that I can on my own and save the big things for therapy. Journaled last night and again this morning and that led me to parts of the play I'm trying my hand at, so it's all had a good outcome. I don't think anyone will ever want to ever read this play, "streetcar" is a mostly happy thing compared to what I'm writing. "Streetcar" is also good, in marked contrast