I truly understand and I lost my younger brother (by one year) and there's so much information about this issue on the web.

I think about it every time, all the time and regardless of the advice I get, I always feel the same way as you.

At this particular point of reaching out for help, I do believe having the right medication is ...well, a life saver.

Please keep posting, I've been told to do the same thing and it does help, even if we all don't see eye to eye on everything..

However, when I get "bad" I contact the hospital. For some reason, when we are down, logic doesn't compute.

We love you