About 3 months ago, I finally told my therapist about my loving feelings towards her. Even though I was very nervous, we were able to talk and work through it. But after talking about transference, those loving feelings towards my therapist have not lessened. I didn’t tell her how deep my affection is for her. My love for my therapist is enormous. I went from thinking about her 2-3 times a week to thinking about her every day. I like to fantasize about having a romantic relationship with my therapist. I feel like we could make a great couple. I know that obviously is not possible but I am so in love with her that I wish that happened. I am able to go to therapy and talk about my issues but once I am on my own, that is when I dream about my therapist. Its easy for me to fantasize because I know my therapist is single. Now that the weather is hotter, I fantasize about my therapist and I hanging out at the beach. The both of us looking so attractive and enjoying the weather. Ever since I first told my therapist about transference, those loving thoughts have only intensified more and more. I really like it when she smiles when I walk in. Makes me want to smile just as bright as her smile is but I can’t force myself because I am about to talk about difficult things. My therapist has a very special in my heart. Without her, my mental health would derail.