Shame is the most accurate word in my title. I'm a walking, talking embodiment of shame. I don't mean to be but it radiates inside of and around me.

I don't know if it gets better. I believe it always can. A good motivator is trying to make someone proud, someone who may look up to us, someone who's waiting for us to come back from all of this pain. You know the someone I'm referring to for you. You got this, my friend. I'm cheering for you from across the pond, I'll try to shout a little louder for you to hear me.