Because deep inside, I'm still nervous about my lack of closure about an argument I had with a person I last met on Friday. I'll be meeting him again on Friday, and I'm still nervous that I lack closure and that I'll have to wait for this long, and while I do have lots of coping mechanisms, I feel like maybe all the anxiety I feel that seems to be out of nowhere must have something to do with this and that I might only be covering it up.