I've thought about just not coming anymore because I felt like she judged me for not doing certain things my anxiety prevented me from doing. Sometimes I think she thinks I just use it as an excuse to get out of being an "adult," and that's painful because that's what everyone else in my life thinks. If it's between lying and just not going anymore, I'd choose the latter. What's the point in lying to get her praise on something I didn't actually accomplish?