I understand what you are saying, Amanda. What I was saying is your question to look for a part with a new happiness, that you were saying could be a sign of some merging or blending, allowed me to find the Organizer, who had not merged, but was operating still, but in a different arena--a game, not real life. Same job, different "world."
Last night, my parts Scout and Scholar had a talk with Billy and nonconfrontationally told him that blocking the Organizer from having control was not good for the system and that allowing her back into real life function would actually make his job easier. (His function is to guard against internal threat.) Scout and Scholar are part of the team to guard against external threat, but they also function as protection for the entire system.
I didn't hear an answer from him last night, but this morning when I woke up, Organizer was there, already ordering my day! I realize this doesn't mean she will never go away again, but I am very encouraged. She did mobilize the Angry One to accomplish some tasks which was unpleasant to any who talked to us at the time because she is snappy!
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