I am feeling like I need to get in to see my pdoc tomorrow but I am scared. I am scared that if he knows how I am really doing he will tell me that I'm too much of a problem client and to get out. I know in my heart he won't say that but my head is saying that. I am also scared that he will make me go to the hospital and my sister is coming on Saturday I dont' want to spend the time she is here in the hospital. I think that is where I should be but am scared. I don't know how to process this feeling.

Have any of you been scared to admit how you really are?

Jbug