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Originally Posted by divine1966
Do you work? Are you on disability? Otherwise how do you support yourself?
I’d try to focus on improving your mental health and financial situation. Being with this man isn’t going to fix your life. In fact being with any men isn’t goimg to fix it. If you don’t see a therapist, do you talk to your doctor re depression and anxiety? Taking meds? Perhaps need meds? I see you took yourself off meds. Not sure why. It clearly isn’t working
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Yes, I work full time but the money doesn't pay and leaves me stuck in a bad situation. I take meds. A year ago I lowered the dose down and have stayed at the lower dose since. I have been on for a long time and read all about how bad they are for you and how your body gets addicted and needs it. I did up my dose last night because of how I was feeling (sometimes I do that for a few days, seems to help a little). I was feeling better last summer (I'm sure it was because I was seeing this same man, I was on a high) and that's why I picked that time to decrease dose.
Talking to therapists makes me feel worse and puts me even deeper into depression.