I weigh 175 now. My weight wiggles up and down. Apparently, I will still be able to fit into my clothes. I have been trying to stretch out my food store to postpone shopping for groceries. However, it looks like today is the day.

My paranoia reminds me of the time a friend of mine paid for a helecopter flying lesson for me. There were some gusts of wind causing the helecopter to move around. Instead of realizing that this is normal, I constantly tried to correct for all of this by constantly moving the stick around. I was not helping the situation. I just was making it worse. Actually slamming the stick to one side is a dangerous thing to do in a helecopter. All I needed to do is relax and basically do nothing about it. All I needed to do is let the gusts of wind come to pass.