i dont think this med is working.... not totally anyway.
i started barfing up my food again today.... i know that sounds gross.... and i feel really flushed. not sure if thats the purging doing it or if its the depakote.

i also spent too much money today and went on a cleaning spree. i was irritable and hostile... all manic symptoms.
the one thing that was different about it though, was ... i was so happy today! i havent been this happy in so long! the sky looked beautiful! the air smelled good....

i just dont know what to think of all this.