He wished me a good day this morning, and so did I. He is nice.

I'm beginning to wonder where I fit in in his world. He has some contacts on facebook with some truly beautiful women who look like models. I'm wondering what is he seeking with me? I'm not ugly but not a model type. May be, he got sick of them? I don't know. He probably can get any woman he desires. hmmm, he said he wanted a dinner date to go to meetings with him and also someone who is a serious partner. He is well-connected and very influential. I want someone who is my friend. However, given his status, I don't feel like divulging my problems to him because it is a waste of his time reading such messages or listening to them, and I don't want to scare him.


I divulged all my problems to the previous man whom I dated for awhile. It probably scared him. I was manic and had hypergraphia, and wrote him many messages. I think this is one of the reasons he cut me off. I understand. I need a friend and was looking for one in the wrong place. Thus, I don't want to tell my problems to this new man.

I will take it as it comes. We are meeting for dinner next month before he flies abroad for a business trip to Europe. He travels internationally for business.


I do like his nature. So far, I know he likes me. I am happy about this. I feel blessed about meeting him.