It seem rather surprising and disappointing that I come off as scary or attacking.
And when here today said they get frustrated when I seem to insist on seeing everything only my way, well, it makes me wonder
Sometimes when going through harsh events, it's hard to explain what happened, what is the pain that has been caused. So I started getting increasingly frustrated in general.
The abusive therapist I went to would say "Not all that anger has to do with your parents" and would try to unravel what happened. Um... except... they wouldn't really do that - they would say "we have to go forward", they would call a person who attacked me "dominant" and want me to deal with it in an extremely submissive way, would scold me and belittle me in the manner that I refuse to do so. They would crush me just so they can put me in a destroyed position enough to need the therapist. I had to crawl with blood in order to get out of there. I saw their more diminished smile after I managed to make it much more clearer that I intend not to stay. They were nothing but a selfish, self-centered and self-interested person. I saw it with my own eyes, my eyes have opened in that experience. It has cost me, and I am extremely disappointed

Then happened an abusive relationship in the academy which has severely cost my health. I really do not know how I'm going to develop in life.
That abusive therapist I went to, while saying I will be successful, would later on imply that I would fail to be a manager at a company. I felt betrayed when they contradicted themselves.