selfy, l liked meeting you in chat the ther night.

Listen, I'm depressed too.

One thing I know without a doubt, you are here for a purpose.
You are awesome also.

The knowledge you have about your own life experience canhelp alot of people.

Did you ever think of working at a camp for young people with emotional or drug problems as a counselor?

Or other difficulties?

How about runaway shelters or womans shelters?

There are so many places to make you hop up in the morning because you care bout being there - depends on what your style is, you know?

Could be in the fashion world, you could get grants and go to school.

Are you artistic? Intereted in anything, even as a little child?

There you go - a start.

Your depression is lying to you, you know.
I am suffering from depression myself, it's just I've been around alot longer than you in the world and many years w/o depression. Or mostly denying it, lol.

E-mail me if you like.

You are going to be fine.
We all have crappy days.

Peace,
nightbird