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Sometimes when I start thinking of my bills and wondering if I will ever pay off my debt (which isnt anymore than 1,500) I get a little anxiety. Also when I am thinking about many things at once (like in a chain reaction) my brain: "If I dont pay off my debt will I get my new house, if I dont get my new house I wont be to happy, if I dont get my new house what happens if we end up with a suprise bun in the oven, what happens if I have a bun in the oven and I cant work, what happens if i cant work and the bills eat me alive.... and so-on". Sometimes my brain becomes so wrapped up in the what-ifs it sets off the anxiety. I seem to think of the worst case scenario of everything even if it is far-fetched.
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