That answers my question.

I can never be a doctor now, not even a pharmacist. I have enrolled in for a B.S and plan to do in zoology. Then M.S and then Ph.D and then some post-doc research on the brain and nervous system. I was inspired by many people this month, who told me I can do anything I want. I just have to let go my emotional baggages.

(By "anything I want" I mean with my plain B.S option and not the M.D one. I am not qualified in the board exams to have a percentage enough to be eligible for the entrance exam....)