Some of the responses on this thread are like high school: either you're a popular poster and nobody will challenge you and everyobdy will support you even if it's super unhealthy (and boy do I think this forum often ends up being an echo chamber) or you're not popular and you will get **** on. Which is what is happening to the OP. To the OP: I don't find you scary at all (what a bizarre comment) and I think it's very common to find therapy and therapists frustrating. Personally I found it mostly useless. Are there other things you could do besides therapy that would help you? Therapy is not the only way.